this is life ,Carry On...

from past few days i have been really busy

and my mind has been clogged with so many things 

busy because i am doing preparation for my sons upcoming birthday

and mind is clogged because i am feeling homesick and nostalgic.

so though one part of me is busy planning for the celebration 

other part of me is missing everyone 

one part of me is listing out everything 

other part of me is  telling me what i will be missing 

one part of me tells me this is life carry on

other part tells me this is life look beyond.
So when my father tells me about  the poem

 which he wrote for my sons birthday 

and when my mother reads it with tears filled eyes 

i could feel the pain they were feeling
 but i had to fake a smile for them 

so that they dont feel my pain 

or how i am feeling
thanks to skype
i feel closer to them everyday
as one part of me telle me this is life carry on 

and the other part tells me this is life look beyond,..

I was elated when  i heard about the marriage

of my cousin which would  be held in two months 

excited because i would be meeting everyone 

and there would be so much fun
three days of festival like celebration
and love,laughter and happiness 

but then i knew i wont be able to make it 

because of the planned trip to oversesas
one part of me tells me its just a marriage
other part tells me to plan the trip ahead
so with tears filled eyes i am planning for the trip
and faking a smile and telling everyone i am so happy
as one part of me tells me this is life carry on
other part tells me this is life look beyond.
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thats all friends,
take care and happy Blogging,